December 31, 2006 at 7:06 pm (holiday, new year's eve, outing)
December 30, 2006 at 9:45 pm (college, outing, ranting)
… REALLY REGRET! It could’ve well possibly been my last rave in KL. I can so hear Asyraf going “PADAN MUKA, MELLL!!!” now. Hmph.
I went to Souled Out with Josh (he’s back! 
), Sam, and Fabian last night for “dinner” and drinks. Their Lychee Lemon Martini is shit, don’t try it. It’s not worth your RM25. Hung out at Araville after that. Wheeeee. Was actually considering going to Velocity when I got home, but everyone was already there (got home at about 12ish), and as I lay down in bed to consider, I passed out, hahahaha. The next thing I knew, it was 3AM. Got up, changed, and then fell asleep all over again. Ahhh.
I’m very, very, very angry at HELP University College right now. They delayed the posting of the final results, and hello, do they think I have all the time in the world?! I haven’t accepted my conditional offer from the University of Melbourne yet because I’m still waiting for the god damn results! Places are LIMITED people, come on, hurry it up, or some SAM-ling is going to take my well-deserved place! *throws a hissy diva fit* AND not only that, but HELP takes like ONE BLOODY WEEK to print your final transcript, I SO DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR THIS! Precious minutes are ticking away! *stomp stomp stomp*
On a slightly brighter note, the internet seems to be working a little bit better today. Hooray!
December 29, 2006 at 11:15 am (emoness, karaoke, lyrics, outing, rambling)
We’ve coined the term “pulling a Ching” as well as “pulling an anti-Ching”, hahahaha. Lots of fun. After that, went for dinner at Dragon-I at The Curve with Marcus, Ben, Kur Win, Wy Keith, Jun Wei, and Mrina. Had dessert at TGIF – actually I should say the guys had dessert at TGIF because they scarfed down all sorts of yummy goodness super fast. I even have the video to prove it!
Went for a drink at La Bodega after that with Marcus, Ben, Jun Wei, Mrina, Ching Yi, Nigel, and Asyraf. It’s been ages since I’ve hung out with Asyraf, saya rindu lah We went karaoke-ing after that (minus Marcus and Ben) and sang like crazy people all over again. Ching Yi and I going crazy over Wang Lee Hom – Kiss Goodbye, and only being able to sing the chorus, hahaha. Good times
Left Star KTV when they were closing at about .. 3ish? Meh. Went to Devi’s in Hartamas after that for breakfast. Blah blah blah. Came back home at about 4ish with Mrina, Ching Yi, and Jun Wei – Asyraf came after awhile apparently. Just bumming around.
I slept at 8AM yesterday, and woke up at 5PM. I feel like complete and utter shit. I can’t seem to snap out of something, and I’m just simply going through the motions. I’m so tired, but I can’t sleep anymore because everytime I close my eyes, I start thinking, and I don’t want to think anymore because it hurts too much. I’m trying to teach myself to be indifferent, to be numb, to not care, but I can’t seem to be able to. I want to be numb. I want to shut things out. I want so badly to not care.
There are things worth fighting for, and then there are things that aren’t. There are things worth holding on to, and then there are things that aren’t. There are things that shatter your world, and make you want to grasp out for something that isn’t there. There are also things that make you wish you hadn’t taken for granted, and then there are things which are too far gone to be rescued as well, no matter how hard you try, no matter how much you want to fight for it, no matter how much you want to hold on.
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive
And I know you’re shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we’ve lost along the way
And I know eventually we’ll be together
One sweet day
Darling I never showed you
Assumed you’d always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
Although the sun will never shine the same again
I’ll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
I’m sorry I never told you all I wanted to say.
December 26, 2006 at 12:09 pm (The Sims 2, christmas, holiday, outing)
Now he’s moved into his own little house, and he got married too. Woo-hoo! I’ve rekindled my Sims addiction now that Josh isn’t around, hahaha. Meh! Went to Breakers, and met up with more of Ching Yi’s Trinity friends. I don’t know if I can remember everyone’s names, but yeah, haha. After that, Matt dropped Jun Wei home, and everyone else went to Koi’s house in Sierramas.
December 23, 2006 at 11:23 pm (layouts, melbourne, outing, shopping)
The ticker thing was annoying the hell outta me because it made the whole page look messy, so ta-da, it’s gone. No ticking reminder on how many days I have left in this sodding country. Technically it was a day slow as well because I changed my departure date. I’m leaving on the 11th of February now, same flight as Jun Wei. Whoo-freaking-hoo.
I went shopping with my Mom again today. This time picked up a shirt from Dorothy Perkins, and a pair of jeans and a lightweight jacket from Giordano. Nothing much. I’m still loving that bomber jacket I saw at Zara (I have no idea how I’m going to bring it over to Melbourne because it would take a whole bag by itself), and I’m still sulking over my Mom not wanting to buy me that absolutely gorgeous dress I saw in Dorothy Perkins (apparently it’s not winter material).
… I’m getting hungry.
I met up with Ching Yi in Bangsar for a drink and gossip. Lots of stories, I tell you! Can’t wait for Mrina to get her ass back in KL so we can have our stayovers in Ching Yi’s house again. Just like old times. Mrina sleeping, Jun Wei waking her up before falling asleep, me falling asleep, Mrina being the only one awake and doing Maths homework … ahh, good times, good times!
December 22, 2006 at 10:12 pm (christmas, shopping, wishlist)
Hmm, I’m bored and rotting. I miss my boyfriend. He’s a few thousand miles away in Hong Kong, pfft. Thing is, he only left this morning and I miss him already. Double pfft. I went shopping with my Mom just now. Bought half of MNG. Heh heh. My excuse? I need winter clothes, okay. I bought the most fabulously gorgeous winter coat as well. Almost bought two, but the practical side of me won over. Picked up a couple of tops over at Forever 21 as well. Whenever I walk into Forever 21, I get a headache. It’s too messy. Cannot tahan.
I can’t be bothered to click around anymore because looking at all the pretty bags is depressing me I touched and held an authentic Fendi Spy Bag yesterday. I think seriously, my heart really did skip a beat, and I don’t think my heart has ever skipped a beat like that before! SERIOUSLY. We’re talking breathless-dizzy-desire here. I don’t think I’ll ever own one because I just can’t justify spending more than RM10,000 on a bag. But I can always dream, and I can just sit and be happy with my Fendi Baguette It’s no Spy Bag, but it’s still something! *cuddles it*
December 20, 2006 at 2:10 pm (holiday, langkawi)
I think the best word to describe the trip was eventful. Heh. Whatever happens in Langkawi, stays in Langkawi though The company was great – Min Huei, Ezra, Josh, Fabian, Stella, John, Jaselin. Good times, good times. We did go island hopping (which was fun), and we met up with Afandi, Rizuan, and Adrian too. Min Huei managed to teach us how to play Bridge (old women game), but it actually turned out to be quite fun, and they kept playing it nonstop all the way home in the bus, heh heh.
Can I just say that now I understand why everyone makes such a big deal about Langkawi being tax free? I never really understood what on earth was so exciting, but Ezra’s face when we entered a liquour shop was priceless. He looked like a kid who’s been locked in a candy store. Absolut at RM45 a bottle. Chivas at RM70. Bacardi at RM45. A can of beer is RM2. Corona goes for about RM4 a bottle. Wow wheeeee!
Ching Yi’s back from Melbourne!
Jun Wei got his SAM results today, and the bugger got a TER score of 99.50. When Ching Yi told me, I was like “99.5? Over what?” and when she said “Er, like 100, Mel?!” my heart nearly stopped, hahaha. Dammit, so much for “Come on Mel, we need to go to Maison and party because I’m damn stressed out about my results!”. A huge, huge, huge congratulations, Tong Jun Wei! If I had known earlier, I would’ve bought you back a bottle from Langkawi, haha. Oh well.
Thinking of getting a job since I have nothing better to do with my life. Hmm. I’m also almost completely broke because I’ve been spending way too much money lately. I haven’t finished my Christmas shopping and Christmas is 5 days away. I also need to figure out what I need to pack for Melbourne, and my room is in need of a good cleaning.
I need to go for a hair cut. Bleargh.
Later days!
December 15, 2006 at 8:36 pm (Maison, clubbing, outing)
Left quite early, bout 1ish. Dunno lah, wasn’t really in the party mood, and it was getting way too crowded, and packed. Imagine this – everyone is so close to each other that the other dude’s sweat is rubbing off onto you. Eeewwwww. Eeeeeeewwwwwww. Iccckkkkkkyyyy.
LAN exam tomorrow at 9AM. Can’t be bothered to study. Ho hum.
December 14, 2006 at 5:52 pm (Maison, clubbing, outing, results)
Tonight is The Sanctuary’s launch. Don’t think I’ll be going because I’ve kinda lost the party mood for awhile lately. Not so much fun when you don’t have your usual party buddies with you Mrina’s in the States. Asyraf’s god knows where, still in Langkawi, I think. I haven’t seen Thoina and Gamms in donkey years. Same goes with Nigel. Ching Yi’s still in Melbourne. Zehan needs earlier notice before we can party. It’s only Jun Wei and I left So very the kesedihan.
… but anyway! We’re going to Maison tonight! Woo-hoo! I haven’t been there in ages, almost 2 freaking months to be exact! It’s R&B tonight too, double woo-hoo! It’s not going to be the same without the usual party kakis, but Jun Wei and I are going with Reza + friends, Ian + friends, and he said that PEARLYMITRADEI might even go to, so hooray for new party kakis!
Got back my Moral results today. 43/60 so far, so I need 7 marks to pass. Come on, come on, come on! Moral exam on Saturday, and then I will be fully emancipated, Langkawi, here we come!
December 11, 2006 at 6:57 pm (books, quotes)
“You fancied me?”
“I don’t like the word fancy. I don’t fancy you. I want you.”
“Will you go out with me?”
“I’d much rather stay in with you. What are your plans?”
“For when?”
“For the next sixty years. We can start with that.”
*melts into a puddle of Mellissa mush*
I’m reading The Go-To Girl by Louise Bagshawe now. Quite interesting, heh heh. That conversation above made me swoon. Mmmm. So very onz!
